Seeing our untold story unfold in my head every night,
Waking up with the taste of your lips on mine,
The sight of you breathing bringing me back to life,
The usual rush of thoughts before reality creeps back,
Only to remind me of solitude again.
Every morsel of this desire is sweet.
I would walk a million miles only to
Watch our worlds collide,
To hear you say my name
And let my fears fly high.
What if I would never get to hold you,
If not now, and never again?
That I wont settle for anything less,
Will this haunting ever end?
Shattering every piece of hope i carried.
But it is warm, full of life,
Filling every void I was left with.
While fear lurks its way back into me,
Taking over every nook and corner,
I am fighting a million battles every minute
Only to taste your fearless love
Even if it lasts for a mere moment.
Too good to even exist, my mind turns to stone
And my heart takes lead. I bet it knows nothing
About the things that really matter.
But I do know words,
To put them on a string,
To paint my world on paper.
Where sunflowers and stars exist together.
A million years may go by,
I would still stare at you, those eyebrows
And the scar in between.
May be dream of it later.
And grow fond of it.
Let you flow through my veins,
Where wild flowers grow,
Unseen and uncontrolled.
"Nothing is an accident" never did I
Believe in that, and you came by.
Right in front of my eyes..
This 'whatever you would like to call it' between us
US making me turn red.
Two souls don't circle each other either,
By accident. I know..
Its dreamy, its complicated.
But I am going to let it stay
Probably grow old in its memory.
Let it bloom in places its not allowed to.
Every time I hear your voice
I want it forever.. May be
I don't even deserve this pleasure
But there's nothing better I would ask for
Don't know how I made it through..
Cant believe there were days when
You hardly existed to my shattered heart.
It seems impossible, that I might get
To have you all for myself,
But this very moment, all feels right.
I am going to take you all in
As long as you wish to stay
Breathe you all in
With all my selfishness..
These are my words, from depths
I had no idea existed before.
Today they suddenly feel important
Weigh more than ever before,
Not wanting to remain unsaid anymore.
They might mean absolutely everything
Or probably just another line of random thoughts.
But I know..
I will never be holding this pen
The same way again..