I want it and I want it now
Don't let the rain make me wait
"I know, it's not normal"
Trying to keep it masked
And then I hear your voice..
"We should wait"
Like shadows in slow motion
Apologies won't fix this
"You have no idea"
I can't handle it anymore
My breath gave it away
"Take me places"
Keep the fire burning
Pick the roses you planted..
Seeing our untold story unfold in my head every night,
Waking up with the taste of your lips on mine,
The sight of you breathing bringing me back to life,
The usual rush of thoughts before reality creeps back,
Only to remind me of solitude again.
Every morsel of this desire is sweet.
I would walk a million miles only to
Watch our worlds collide,
To hear you say my name
And let my fears fly high.
What if I would never get to hold you,
If not now, and never again?
That I wont settle for anything less,
Will this haunting ever end?
Shattering every piece of hope i carried.
But it is warm, full of life,
Filling every void I was left with.
While fear lurks its way back into me,
Taking over every nook and corner,
I am fighting a million battles every minute
Only to taste your fearless love
Even if it lasts for a mere moment.
I feel it getting serious,
Every time your voice blesses my ears,
Stirring depths never explored before.
Like cold winds and the smell of rain,
Endless nights on empty balconies.
How many days did we waste?
How many crowds did my eyes search?
How many valleys did I stare into?
To find your Soul, Oh the pain was sweet too.
Pushed to hold on, betrayal is always cruel.
Forced to leave the door open, Oh wasn't it
The best thing I ever did to myself?
Staying up every night
Fire in my chest blurring my vision
"Where am I headed?"
"Clueless" she warned.
"I would wait a lifetime" I whispered.
Every time I hear your voice
I want it forever.. May be
I don't even deserve this pleasure
But there's nothing better I would ask for
Don't know how I made it through..
Cant believe there were days when
You hardly existed to my shattered heart.
It seems impossible, that I might get
To have you all for myself,
But this very moment, all feels right.
I am going to take you all in
As long as you wish to stay
Breathe you all in
With all my selfishness..